Sunday, May 31, 2009

Gotta love those weekends

So for the last month or 2 I've been going back to my home town on the weekends. Its cheaper and easier for me to go there because my entire family, the boy and his family and most of what we do is in or around me. And on top of that my car gets between 30 and 35 mpg and the boy's truck gets about 13. So naturally its makes more sense for me to go there than for the boy to come to the fort to see me.

I got off work thursday at 5 o'clock after an unusually busy day and drove straight to hatfield to get the boy. I got to his house about 7 and ate dinner with his family. We left about 7:30 to head to texarkana to watch Jason Boland and the Stragglers. They were pretty awesome. Plus we got to see some friends we haven't seen in a while. I had a great time. We got back to hatfield at 3 in the morning and the boy had to be at work at 7. What does this tell you? I have the most amazing boyfriend there is... how many girls have boyfriends that would take them to a concert 2 hours from home, buy her drinks, drive her home, have to get up 3 1/2 hours later and let her sleep in as late as she wants? I'm gonna guess not that many! After I got up friday I slowly got ready while watching tv then went to town to meet the boy and he took me to lunch! Yes... he is sweet. We ran around town and did nothing for a little while then went to his house and took a nap. And then went went to ride horses. He is amazing and he treats me SSSOOO great. I am so very thankful for him.
Saturday I raked hay all day and got super burnt while he built fence. By the time I was done raking hay I was so tired and not feeling good so I went home to take a shower. I was in such a weird mood. I wanted everyone to go away but at the same time I wanted the boy to just cuddle up with me. And I don't guess he was in a cuddle mood. It irritated me... ugh.
Today I didn't do a whole lot of anything. I laid around, cooked dinner and drove back to the fort so I can work tomorrow.

I hope I'm in a better mood tomorrow. I can't stand this mood crap. ugh....

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Oh the boredom

Today I am at work. I am doing what I did yesterday and all last week. Not a dang thing. I think my butt is numb. I have just been sitting here for hours on end with nothing to do. I'm the only one IN the office today so I just have to stay put. No going home early for me today. I guess its ok. If i were at home I'd be playing on the internet all day, why not get paid for it?

I decided today that AT&T and Altell need to become better friends because there are days when Chad's phone and mine will not communicate with each other. I sent Chad a message this morning. A while later he hadn't sent one back. So I sent him another that said "well?". No response. I sent "Hello? Is there anyone home today?". No response. So I leave for work and call him to see what the deal is. This isn't over a period of like 10 minutes. This is since 8 this morning and I go to lunch at 12. So I call him and he answers the phone hello? I said hey, what are you doing? Nothing really. You been busy? I said no. Have you? He says no, why haven't you texted me this morning since you've been there. I said uhm I've sent you plenty of messages that you didn't respond to. The point of this is that our phones tick me off. And although I know his phone and my phone probably just aren't getting along well I get pretty ticked off about not hearing from him. Not ticked off where I call him and say listen here pal you better buck up or get out. Just the kind where I want to smash my phone and tell him its his fault for having a piece of junk phone. I know that it wouldn't make any sense to do that... but I'd like to sometimes.

This week is such a busy week for not really doing anything. I got back to fort smith from mena at midnight monday night and had to work tuesday morning at 8. tanned at 6 then started this project called removing unneccesary junk from my closet. What made me think this was a good idea? I don't know. It started that I was getting down a box that I put all my "I'm gonna put this in my scrap book some day" stuff in. and then I just started cleaning out other boxes that haven't been cleaned out since I FIRST moved to the fort nearly a year ago... way to go me. Such a slacker. oh well. Any how. I finally give out on that about 11 last night and waited for Chad to call (I think its sweet he calls me every night to tell me good night). We talked briefly but were both so sleepy we said good night and went to bed. This morning was, as usual, a mad dash to make it to work on time. After work I have to haul tail to the post office to pick up something... not sure what. Just had one of those little yellow notes from the post carrier. Then to tan at 6. Then pack. Then to the rodeo around 7:30 or so with Jayme and I dunno who. Then another mad dash to work tomorrow morning. Then a mad dash to mena to get Chad and race to texarkana to see Jason Boland at shooters. Then friday lunch with Chad I'm sure. Maybe a couple friends will join us. Saturday I'm raking hay(if the rain holds off) and Chad is building fence. Then sunday more chores and hopefully there will be time for mom to get some much needed pictures of Chad and I. Monday it will be hurry up and get ready while taking care of Braxton and be in town by noon to go to lunch with Chad and his family. Then back to the fort and it starts all over again... In a way I like being busy cause its like back in the day when I use to run run run during the summer. But now days I don't have the energy. Still hoping for the doctors to figure that one out... til then I fall asleep every time I sit still more than 5 seconds. ugh....
Well, I figure I should wrap this up and pretend I'm earning a pay check this week. I think I'll run financial reports and see how close to no longer having a job I really am....